i finally got myself to struggle till today.
but i dont know how long can i continue this.
you wanted me to have your importance in my life.
but to you?
i am no longer a person you need ba?
i found out something today.
do you know how sad am i?
i tend not to understand things le.
i just wish i could hide myself somewhere ..
without troubles.

i wish to make myself to hate u.
maybe it will make me feel better ba?