♥ Sunday, August 24, 2008
12:54 PM
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my 1day different SIS !
( pic taken years ago =x)
less than 24hours will me my birthday.but i am not looking forward to it.NOT bcos i am having my prelims.things are changing year after yearit might be a fulfilling bd this yr.but it changed when time goes by.no one can predict what will happen nextbut i know that no matter what,i wont hate anyone in my life.hatred doesn't make one life better too.i can be strong outsidebut i am fragile ok.anyone who gone through what i am going through now,wont feel any better.dont be selfish to me pls.i dont know what you wantneither do i know what i want.i don't expect anything doesn't mean to make your life miserable.cos who am i to expect anymore things now.when you are determined to choose this path,
you must be strong to face the consequences.
overall,
i am counted good le ok.
who will ever want to contact someone who hurt her
who will ever want to know how he is doing
who will ever console someone who ever make her cry
but i do want to know how have you been doing.
it hurts to know the truth
but i still choose wanting to know.
you might be having a hard time
but do you understand what i am facing too ?
between us,
i am the one who hurt most.
i dont know if u know
but my emotion are killing me.
try being in my shoe.
i believe it wont be good.
maybe when you were who i am now,
then u will understand ba.
With love,
stephanie ♥ 
QIURONG_1991@hotmail.com
March 2008