♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008
6:23 PM
I am currently too troubled over too many things.I just dont understand why things turned out this pathetic way.Maybe I am the caused of it ba.But I am freaking tired of all this.!@#$%^&*()Every human has their own limit.I have mine too.When things aren't in my control,I will eventually break down.How sad can it be that I dont want who to vent my troubles on.Some changes had taken place that we didn't notice it.It starts will great concerns and irresistible love.Day after day, it might remains the same.But..Months after months, things changed.Maybe it is the first time I heard this kind of irriating comments that made me lost my control.Maybe it is the first day that things had gone wrong.Maybe things are too fake to be real.Maybe it is the last time we communicate.Maybe it is the limited meeting.I think that things would eventually comes to an end one day.It is tiring to be having or thinking the same things now and ever.But I cant control myself.I wish you were the ones that I known years ago.I wish that I am not the one thinking of the same thing.The only things I can do now is to keep myself occupied with books books books.I cannot afford to have spare time to keep my nonsense brain thinking.17 years down the road ..I am still a failure.
With love,
stephanie ♥ 
QIURONG_1991@hotmail.com
March 2008