I am currently too troubled over too many things.
I just dont understand why things turned out this pathetic way.
Maybe I am the caused of it ba.
But I am freaking tired of all this.
!@#$%^&*()
Every human has their own limit.
I have mine too.
When things aren't in my control,
I will eventually break down.
How sad can it be that I dont want who to vent my troubles on.

Some changes had taken place that we didn't notice it.
It starts will great concerns and irresistible love.
Day after day, it might remains the same.
But..
Months after months, things changed.
Maybe it is the first time I heard this kind of irriating comments that made me lost my control.
Maybe it is the first day that things had gone wrong.
Maybe things are too fake to be real.
Maybe it is the last time we communicate.
Maybe it is the limited meeting.
I think that things would eventually comes to an end one day.
It is tiring to be having or thinking the same things now and ever.
But I cant control myself.
I wish you were the ones that I known years ago.
I wish that I am not the one thinking of the same thing.

The only things I can do now is to keep myself occupied with books books books.
I cannot afford to have spare time to keep my nonsense brain thinking.
17 years down the road ..
I am still a failure.



Already Thursday !
School as usual DAILY.
I'm tired !
Have been rather busy than usual.
I swear i got no time for others except studying & studying.

Penny down my thoughts:
Everything around me seems to be so fake.
I do not know how to describe my feelings but i am just as down as anyone.
Friendship is fragile.
nothing much actually.
just tired =p


some photos :




"do ren mi"


"Katerine" =p


i am indeed super short !
how i wish i am taller la =(

shall update on weekends =)



I know I have not been blogging for weeks.
I am rather busy than before.
My schedule for the week:

monday: studying & preparation for my piano exam.
&& this will be the only accompanyment to my dearest boyfriend of the week.
tuesday: CHINESE Olevel ORAL !
studying & preparation of my piano exam again.
wednesday: again is studying & preparation of my piano exam.
thurday: PIANO EXAM !
starting of my intensive schedule.
friday: studying & studying & studying !
saturday ....(so on and so for)

It is like having the same route everyday !

To my boyfriend:
I know I would surely regret you for this entire 4 months. I know it would be tough for you. But I know you will understand the importance of all the examination I am facing this year. I am having so much stress of examination this year. Firstly is my piano theory exam then followed by Olevel chinese paper and Oral and now my piano practical exam. Lastly is my Olevel ! And thanks that you're there for me :) strike hard for your final year in poly. Likewise I would do the same.

To my precious friend:
Firstly is all my dearest ones who are taking their Olevel. Important important important ! Study hard and do well in all papers. Believe in yourself cos I believe in you :) JIAYOU !
Secondly, all my graduated friends. Thanks for being there for me. Indeed your preservance of studies made me wanting to strike even harder. Love you guys =p

To everyone:
erm ....
I would not be updating often.
Maybe once in a month? =x