having my chi O-level in 3days time !
oh my gosh.
so near yet so far la.

got back my result today.
wasn't satisfied with it.
i knew that i only put in my 50% for my MYE.
cos i dont know why i have got no intention mood to study well.
sorry to myself.
i promise to put in my 101% of hard work in both my prelims and O-level.
i am not gonna make myself regret of my laziness.
well, told wanhoe and miaohua that i did fairly disappointing.
they dont believe me -.-
i dont want to disappoint you all nia.
not i selfish.
when i have the courage to tell u all.
then i shall let you all know.
sorry to them too.

suddenly found out that what the principal said was reasonable.
relationship might add on burden to our studies if we did not schedule it.
i am having intensive schedule this year.
cos' i am having my piano exam on july,
prelims on August,
O-level on October.
i knew that i will definitely neglect my boyfriend.
but luckily he understand.
this will be a time to challenge our relationship.
when he go to army, i will got to face this too.
tough tough tough.
but but..
i believe we can (:

okay! i shall end here.
ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE TAKING THE PAPER ON MONDAY !
do your very best ok ?
WORK HARD !



we quarrelled.

alright. i dint want de ok.
darryl teo.
i went to look for him bcos he wants me to.
reached there at around 430pm.
he 450pm then come find me.
then for some reasons, quarrel.
i went my way he went home.
515pm he called telling me if i can go back find him.
you know a girl wanted a guy to come find her de right ?
told him & excuses were given.
530pm i was just near his block.
i sat there until 630pm.
then wanted to find him but he went out.
I'm like a FOOL on that day.
wasted my time on a stupid thing.
but at least i sort out my own things.
i know breaking up will make him go crazy.
but honestly, i thought of doing that.
i do not have the courage to say that.

darryl: just leave me alone until my CHINESE OLEVEL end ba. Thanks.